Unfair

Something on my mind,
Takes me to believe
Thats is the life that I didn't want live
I wished a normal life
With problems that I expected
With common things to do
And normal things to see
And now
I see that this life is not for me
I deserve all this. only to me. Only to me
I never will wish other life like this while all this continue
Because How more I wish, less I gave.
I need to learn with All that I have.
Maybe someday,
The sun will shine to me...